It's a Beautiful Mess

Checks on his pictures if it’s really him.

Have you ever liked someone because they reminded you of your brother? And then afterwards you liked him even more..beyond more than being a sister.

That’s what happened this summer. Too bad it was too late, he liked me back when I don’t have any mushy feelings about him anymore. I really don’t mind younger guys, I think he misunderstood what I told him. He’s brotherzoned.

I hate in whenever I read something really interesting, especially a good book. I usually lost track of time, making miss all of the things I was supposed to do that day.

That happened to me a while ago which made me took a bath at 3pm in the afternoon and then procrastinate afterwards.

I’m halfway in finishing ‘Perks of Being a Wallflower’. I hate PDFs.

“Di ka na nagttxt tska namamansin”

Naiirita lang ako sa mga taong ganito. Yung feeling close. Kala mo sobrang magkakilala kami. So? Ano ngayon kung hindi kita nattext? Feeling special ka naman. E sa wala akong load ee, tska after that attitude you showed to me when I gave you the chance, sa tingin mo papansinin pa kita? Tsk, the nerve.

Sometimes when I imagine viewing myself in other people’s shoes, naiisip ko tlaga na mataray ako, tulad ng sinasabi nila. Sa ichura medyo tanggap ko naman na mukha akong mataray. Iniiwasan ko lang talaga yung mga taong ganun kasi minsan medyo hindi ako komportable sa kanila or naiirita lang talaga ako.

Basta ayoko sa taong sobrang kulit. Lalo na yung wala na sa lugar.